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Day 11. What if.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Hello! Now feeling much better! Thanks to everyone who showed some concern (: Wednesday I'm going to Marina Bay Sands! Boo yeah! For the Imagine Cup Awards... Aiya, just go there see see only; Dont even know if NUS High got win anything... Then Sat going to RI for writing camp... Bahh. Still needa study for SMO... Day 11- Favorite picture ever taken of yourself Er... -long awkward pause- Although I am/was a narcisstic (spelling fail?) person, I dont really take much pics of myself... Actually I only do that when there's really a need; Like to rmb impt moments or when kena forced. So yeah, not gonna put any up... I'm not photogenic, which means I look like &%$&*@ in most, if not all, pictures taken of me. Basically I either look like: 1. A half drunk serial killer 2. A drunk serial killer 3. A drunk half-crazed serial killer 4. A drunk crazed serial killer 5. A complete and utter idiot. Yeah... So I'm not gonna put up any. My Korea trip... I'm at a delima now. Should I go? I'm sure all of you all would have heard the news. NK kajiao-ed SK again, and SK had enough, and now either side is interested in war. ...Which is sad news for me actually. My dad doesnt want me to go, for my mom and my safety. But my mom already paid, and so wants me to go. We've been rather silent on this subject, I think they're trying to procrastinate? But we can evade the topic forever... What if they ask me? Now, I tend to be an indecisive person most of them time. If I havent made up my mind, it is very easy to change. But in the rare case that I do make up my mind; It is almost unfeasible to change my mind. Which is like when I made up my mind to enter NUSHS. But I thought that entering NUS High was the key, and when I came, everything would fall into place. ...Which is, I realised, not the case. Now I'm in NUSHS, I dont know what to do. But anyway, let's get back. I'm not sure... Cuz my mom pretty much settled everything on her own... Ok whatever. I'll... think about it another day. But... What if I dont return? Darnit. My Mousehunt! Oh ya, and see this Dear Teachers-In-Charge |