one sees clearly only with the heart
what is essential is invisible to the eye

b4-11
Jacelyn. The slightly deranged teenager getting ready for the zombie apocalypse, also addicted to sugary/sweet stuff and junk food. MLIA.
Longer profile & list of links.

Smile in the storm. / Insanity Streak. / Step off the cloud. / Speech Day / Roll away from me. / Love to life. / Till forever ends. / Can you whisper. / We all wanna know. / Tedious /
Light the fuse, tonight.
Saturday, April 30, 2011

I probably shouldnt be blogging in view of the exams and my recent bad test grades. Whatever.
It's past midnight. Parents and older sis not back from who-knows-where. Strange. Or not.
They said they'll be at the rally. Since General Elections are coming. They support opposition.
I'm just worried they won't buy me ice cream back. Finished the tub they bought ytd .___.

Thurs was Art submission of Final Assignment. Sigh I didnt take a pic of mine... I like it :D
Oh and WLMM is a bitch. Seriously. Was touching up on the IH proj for hours. Many hours;
Saved every few minutes. The whole damn thing crashed. Boom. Opened and it said my file was corrupt :\
I... Felt like... Idk. Anyway, I was in Tiew's FB for the 2nd time. He used my comp in sch and didnt log out;
Some people just never learn XD Obv I screwed his acc. Again. He doesnt get pissed no matter what I do :D
Like using up all his iPhone batt playing PvZ or Tap Tap XD

Friday. Physics sigh. Went through prac paper. Was doodling on Val's notes half the time.
Spent the other half doodling on Madhu's paper (sat beside her). Coloured all the diagrams :D
And highlighted the long qns. Since Ms Lim said highlight everything impt :D Diagrams impt.

Might not be accurate:
Ms Lim: Yao Yu, what's the answer?
Y3: D (or did he say B or E?)
Ms Lim: Why is it D?
Y3: ...Why not?

When the convo was going on, it was funny XD and how Rittik was the only one that was right;
With the formula Ms Lim asked to write on the board. Even Madhu got that qn wrong seh.

English was slacking in Library reading Nat Geo. Apparently Ms Gordon being so hardworking;
Hasnt marked finish the Essay Test we had eons ago .___. Val and Del were discussing Chem Pracs;
Well more specifically, mine, since I lent them mine to discuss (in view of the later Prac Test)

Chem Prac Test. Erm I think I... Ok la. Were given a choice of 2 indicators. Honestly I wasnt sure.
Wanted to look around to see what to use. But I was the first to start the titration .___.
Plan fail. In fact, I did an extra titration round, worked out all the qns at least 2 or 3 times;
And still left more than half hr early. Not to mention played around with the chemicals when Ms Chua not looking;
Teehee. It was ok. Ethan was... XD

You know the qn with the Ethanoic Acid and NaOH? In the eqn, Ethan didnt know the products;
So he put one of them as pure Na. I still find that hilarious XD Got back Test 2. Screwed it.
And stupid Anders put cold water on my head while I emo playing PvZ D: Ihatechoo. (get the pun?)

Ethanoic Acid is the same as Acetic Acid why did I not know zomg.

I should start mugging now. Like now. And end up dozing off on the floor again.

Ahh. Parents and sis are back. No ice cream though D:



Hoping for the best
But expecting the worst
Calm you stood, unperturbed
But a hurricane dancing inside
Hope like the last of summer's breeze

Sleepily the majestic moon hung
Casting a glow on your troubled soul
Its warmth dries your silent tears
Yet it fails to illuminate
The dark emptiness beneath you
A step back you take, too afraid
To trust beyond your meager vision

Vision fogged with fallacies
A bittersweet memory
No more than a tragedy
About a love, never meant to be

Taking the risk, shutting your eyes
Leaping into the hostile night
But what you failed to see
A failure that was to be

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Just a peom I wrote last year in Sept. So long ago. It's titled 'Making Way'.
When will I write the next? Maybe never. Who knows.

Holidays. Come quick.
I need to escape.





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