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Jacelyn. The slightly deranged teenager getting ready for the zombie apocalypse, also addicted to sugary/sweet stuff and junk food. MLIA.
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Speech Day
Friday, April 15, 2011

Reported at 9, stoned around till 11am what is this. Ask us come so early in the end didnt do much.
Except chat w the folks around (Madhu, Surya, Justin, Byorn) and play w Surya's iPhone;
Which kinda got me into trouble. I was in my Addidas jacket (with bright gold stripes)
But I didnt hv much of a choice ok. The only long sleeve jacket I hv. I dont even consider it mine.
Tap-Tap on, earpieces in, and the teacher was taking attendance. Obv she repeated my name;
Loudly. And everyone was staring at me (MJ and Madhu said so). EMBARRASSING TTM.

I help Surya get highscores in Scoop and Zap-A-Minion. The latter's highscore board so cool;
Flooded with my name :D Serious, all the entries mine :D Walked around with Madhu too;
Before event started. LOL MADHU YOU KEEP LAUGHING LIKE NO TMR XD
Saw Tiew and RS too. 203 seated in middle of the hall lol.

I was nervous. Obviously. Not sure if I screwed up but who cares haha I has my 50 bucks.
(Popular vouchers. Sad) I know Madhu got 250 you dont come and suan the rest of us ok XD
(DONATE TO CLASS FUND!) The performances were ok I guess. Not much to say...
During School Report, Dr Hang mentioned the Crystal Growing Challenge :D I felt proud haha.
But sad la, he nvr mention mine or Xiao Yue's name .___. I dont think many ppl pay attention anyway...
Oh ya, MJ & JB found a little cow plush on the floor. Source of entertainment :D
After the event, REFRESHMENTS! MJ and I chiong there like it concerns life and death haha.

Idk. After I got my award, I was outside the hall when Mr Selva saw me and congratulated me.
But somehow... I feel like I don't deserve the award.

That's speech day for ya. Rehearsals? Waste of my time but hilarious XD All 4 of us from 203 went :D
MJ & JB were teasing me. And dragged Zhi Cheng in wth. Madhu wasnt teasing me but she was laughing away XD
Refreshments I 4 rounds haha. Madhu 3 I think. The guys... At least 5 each I bet. Guys haha.
Idk whether to get angry at them or not la. They make fun of me and I was lmao-ing away XD

Blah. I should probably do work. But I'm not in the least bit worried. All my Chem work is done.
And Chem is the only sch work I can be bothered with. My art's in the locker. Dont want bring home.
It looks better than I expected :D Although not as imba as WJ la. Hand Of God seh. :D

Hmm all the tests/assignments/projects due soon. Not to mention exams. I should be worried.
IDGAF :D Perhaps later you'll see me panicking. Or not.

Maybe. I should tell my parents about my Subject Book Prize. LOL yeah they still dont know.
Oh well. I has my reasons for not telling. I refrain from telling them whenever I score well.
If I could, I'll reverse time and prevent them from finding out my PSLE score. So long ago.

Can't wait for the holidays X)
Finally everyone would be less busy. Yay needa go look for people for my plans :D

"When you get to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to disappear. You begin to dwell in their energy, recognize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That’s why you can’t fall in love with beauty or looks. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with your eyes and your body, but not your heart. That’s why when you really connect with a person, any physical imperfections disappear, they become irrelevant."

I'll get myself sorted out one of these days.
At least I'm not alone X)





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