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Sunday, June 20, 2010
I rmb something in the 30 Day thing,
About happiness. Today. Yeah. I feel...
Something I dont think I've felt for a long time,
Not since I entered NUSH this year.
I felt, very happy today.
Happiness that was no stranger to me in my Pri sch days.
This morning in church, there was no lessons. Games, we were told.
Oh and I had my second ever Kinder Joy, thanks to CHELSEA!
My group members: Me, Samantha Liew, Heidi, Tricia Bong, Ryan something and Joshua Kooi.
Leaders: JUSTINA AND CAITLYN!!!! :DD
The games were great. Really enjoyed them, though they were questionable.
The aim: go station play games and earn materials,
To wrap an egg up and drop it down. Woohoo man.
We worked really well, and for the final challenge...
Really spam lol. Anyhow tape. Bo plan mahh. Got the name: The Sperm;
Cuz the thing got one extra string sticking out LOL. It was really great.
Instead of doing work when I came home, I watched with my dad,
More than 10, I think about 15? Episode of FLASHFORWARD!
Together with Prison Break, this officially one of my fav series;
It was really good. Original plot, ok looking actors and awesome place.
And it ended a while ago, so I came online to download the song I wanted for a while;
Taio Cruz's Dynamite. It has been playing in my head for a while now.
And when I listened to it, esp the chorus, I really felt happy.
I think, this might be one of the happiest moments this year for me.
Reminds me when I was watching Prison Break and/or Harper's Island.
But sadly, a couple of days ago, I was in my grandma's house,
And woke up early one day, to a bad dream. I dont know if I mentioned this already.
I once had a really bad dream when I was young, it was the worst in my life;
Till a couple of days ago.
Starting not too long ago, quite regulary, I've been having some weird and/or bad dreams;
Some had people I dont know, some I knew personally, some not personally,
Some I knew who didnt know me, one I rmb, had a boy I knew when I was in lower pri,
But we never kept in touch. I hvnt thought of him for years.
But he appeared in my dreams. But those werent the worst.
A couple of days ago, there was a pretty vivid dream which I managed to kinda connect;
To each scenes I could rmb. After I calmed myself down, that is.
I was pretty freaked out. There was a lot of ppl I could recognise, thats freaked me.
I wont name all, but my mom, younger sis, grandma, dad and a lot of pri sch mates;
Including (somehow) 2 SG child actors in pink uniform. And more ppl I didnt know.
The plot... Was really freaky. Ok Imma stop here. I dont wanna think of it.
This morning in church, there was no lessons. Games, we were told.
Oh and I had my second ever Kinder Joy, thanks to CHELSEA!
My group members: Me, Samantha Liew, Heidi, Tricia Bong, Ryan something and Joshua Kooi.
Leaders: JUSTINA AND CAITLYN!!!! :DD
The games were great. Really enjoyed them, though they were questionable.
The aim: go station play games and earn materials,
To wrap an egg up and drop it down. Woohoo man.
We worked really well, and for the final challenge...
Really spam lol. Anyhow tape. Bo plan mahh. Got the name: The Sperm;
Cuz the thing got one extra string sticking out LOL. It was really great.
Instead of doing work when I came home, I watched with my dad,
More than 10, I think about 15? Episode of FLASHFORWARD!
Together with Prison Break, this officially one of my fav series;
It was really good. Original plot, ok looking actors and awesome place.
And it ended a while ago, so I came online to download the song I wanted for a while;
Taio Cruz's Dynamite. It has been playing in my head for a while now.
And when I listened to it, esp the chorus, I really felt happy.
I think, this might be one of the happiest moments this year for me.
Reminds me when I was watching Prison Break and/or Harper's Island.
And woke up early one day, to a bad dream. I dont know if I mentioned this already.
I once had a really bad dream when I was young, it was the worst in my life;
Till a couple of days ago.
Starting not too long ago, quite regulary, I've been having some weird and/or bad dreams;
Some had people I dont know, some I knew personally, some not personally,
Some I knew who didnt know me, one I rmb, had a boy I knew when I was in lower pri,
But we never kept in touch. I hvnt thought of him for years.
But he appeared in my dreams. But those werent the worst.
A couple of days ago, there was a pretty vivid dream which I managed to kinda connect;
To each scenes I could rmb. After I calmed myself down, that is.
I was pretty freaked out. There was a lot of ppl I could recognise, thats freaked me.
I wont name all, but my mom, younger sis, grandma, dad and a lot of pri sch mates;
Including (somehow) 2 SG child actors in pink uniform. And more ppl I didnt know.
The plot... Was really freaky. Ok Imma stop here. I dont wanna think of it.
Guess it's nothing really.
What's important is that I'm happy. For now.
These few days... I've been stressed out actually.
Sch work, my own stuff (secret!), submitions for Mr Valles and other stuff;
But you know what, no matter how tough, I'm not giving up.
I've made up my mind, I'm going all out. I dont care if I'm fighting a losing battle.
I know I'm losing. But it's too late to retreat now. I'm in NUSH, no changing that.
I've nothing to lose. Might as well give it a shot, no?
Oh and I heard Mr Foo died. WHY MR FOO. HE DIDNT DESERVE IT.
What's important is that I'm happy. For now.
These few days... I've been stressed out actually.
Sch work, my own stuff (secret!), submitions for Mr Valles and other stuff;
But you know what, no matter how tough, I'm not giving up.
I've made up my mind, I'm going all out. I dont care if I'm fighting a losing battle.
I know I'm losing. But it's too late to retreat now. I'm in NUSH, no changing that.
I've nothing to lose. Might as well give it a shot, no?
Oh and I heard Mr Foo died. WHY MR FOO. HE DIDNT DESERVE IT.