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Day 23. Should.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Hello. Yesterday rocked. But I know you know that.
Will look forward to the gathering in Dec!
Still wanna push Weewee into the water!
Anyway, read The Straits Times website?
"Elephants delay US team" Elephants FTW!
Oh and anything that is not related to elephants is irrelephant.
Hahaha. Ok that was lame. But oh well.
"N.Korea threatens strike" Right.
As if they havent been threatening for the past who-knows-how-many-years.
Day 23. Ohhh I like the number 23 :D (my twitter is thdreamer23 btw)
My register number for P5 and P6... (:
Haha. I was the last girl in the list. Which meant there was 23 girls!
Day 23- Most awkward first impression you feel you’ve ever given
1.lacking skill or dexterity; clumsy.Definition of awkward as from Dictionary.com.
2. lacking grace or ease in movement: an awkward gesture; an awkward dancer.
3. lacking social graces or manners: a simple, awkward frontiersman.
4. not well planned or designed for easy or effective use: an awkward instrument; an awkward method.
5. requiring caution; somewhat hazardous; dangerous: an awkward turn in the road.
6. hard to deal with; difficult; requiring skill, tact, or the like: an awkward situation; an awkward customer.
7. embarrassing or inconvenient; caused by lack of social grace: an awkward moment
8. Obsolete . untoward; perverse.
First impression. That's tough. I dont really take note of that.
Ohohoh I think I know. A super embarrassing moment when I was in P3.
It was around the start of the year, and I was the appointed monitor (together with Sean Chua)
Then I had to go General Office and back to class...
Because my class was beside my past year class, I accidentally went into my old class.
DAMN PAISEH OK. The teacher stare at me HAHA. :S
Then Mrs Lee (My form teacher) saw me...
I forgot what happened, or who was the teacher in my old classroom;
But I doubt I saw her before and it was super paiseh/ embarrassing.
...Which sucked.
I think the first impression of that teacher is:
Omg who the heck is that and what is she doing knocking at my class door?
She's scaring all my students! She must be an IDIOT! BWAHAHAHA
...Just kidding. But maybe something along that line.
I shall be careful next time. Teehee.
Mika concert in 2 days time! Woohoo!
His songs are super happy sounding la!
I like Grace Kelly, Kickass, Big Girl, Love Today, Lollipop and We Are Golden. :D
I was reading Teenage recently, and as usual, some emo fella wrote in to Kelly.
So Kelly told her to be grateful for what she has. Which I shall attempt to do now.
I should be happy because:
1. I am rather healthy.
2. I come from a family that is still in one piece.
3. My family has no financial problems.
4. I am surrounded my friends who care about me.
5. I dont have dangerous and fatal diseases. (Polio, Progeria, Malaria, cancer, Chordoma etcetc)
6. I belong to a relatively safe country with a good goverment.
7. The country I belong to has minimal natural disasters.
8. I belong to a country that has a good education system that aims to get the best out of us.
9. My parents care and provide for me.
10. I have enough to eat and wear.
11. I live in a relatively clean and comfortable space.
12. I am a student in a relatively good school.
13. I am in a relatively sane state of mind.
14. I am blessed with talents that I can make use of.
15. I believe strongly in my religion.
Ok. So I should be happy. Let's analyse those statements. But why do I still feel so %$^@ *& up
1. Oh yeah. Except for Asthma, Rhinitis Medicamentosa and a weakened immune system due to my diet.
2. Physically in one piece.
3. OH RIGHT. For now. If things go on, I wont be surprised encountering some at the end of the year.
4. This statement leads to an analysis, then a question, followed by a problem, then a dead end.
5. Jesus loves me :D
6. & 7. & 10. & 11. Yeah I'm really thankful for that.
8. No comments. Other students should understand me.
9. Provide yes. As for the formal, I'm less than sure.
12. For now.
13. Erm... I highly doubt so. Which means that statement is probably untrue.
14. Yeah right. (tinge of sacarsm should be noted)
15. Praise the Lord :D
So. Theorectically (pardon my horrid spelling), I should be happy.
If I should be happy, I should be enjoying myself.
If I should be enjoying myself, I shouldnt be studying.
If I shouldnt be studying, I shouldnt be going to school.
Ok. That settles it :D
When I'm upset, I cut myself
...Another slice of cheesecake.