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Saturday, February 5, 2011
Ok it's 11.41pm on my comp as I type this post. CNY loot isnt a lot, to conclude. About same as last yr wth.No complaints. I ate so much I think I needa do some fasting LOL. Feel quite empty nowadays;
I should go shopping to fill me up lol. Just bought 4 bottles of nail polish to entertain myself hehe.
Filling my emptiness with perishables and the materialistic. For now. Till I can find something else.
Anyway, for some reason, I am now considering changing religion. Gasp yes. Shocking aint it.
You prob wont feel it, but it feels pretty scary to me. Been a Methodist for almost a decade;
(maybe a little exaggeration) But still. Maybe I should go talk to someone about it. Or not. Maybe.
It's not cuz I suddenly hate Christianity (no lol I love it) It's just... I think I've found something;
Something better and suits me more. I dont know. I'll see about it. Maybe tmr I'll be back to normal.
I hvnt done hw. Not surprisingly. Been surfing the net (TOA, DYAC, Oatmeal, VC, Tumblrs etc)
Hahaha I'm such a failure. Not the only one. Some folks need serious help. (RIGHT JARYL?)
Needa stop being so damn emotional about everything. LOL PMS. It's 11.55pm now.
Vday Imma treat myself to Starbucks. -forever alone- Everyone is like, attached. 'Cept me.
OMG SHITZ HMT SPELLING I JUST RMB. BIO SPELLING TOO ZOMG. AHHHHH.
I need less nightmares and more love.