one sees clearly only with the heart
what is essential is invisible to the eye

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Jacelyn. The slightly deranged teenager getting ready for the zombie apocalypse, also addicted to sugary/sweet stuff and junk food. MLIA.
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Just Sayin' / Fatigue and fallacies. / It Gets Better / The One Man Hide and Seek Game / Diversion / Confusion and crystals. Confused crystals? / The Midnight Game / Give a little more / Viva La Jacelyn / Too late. /
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Tuesday, October 26, 2010

And so, I should be mugging for the exams this Friday. It's reading day today.
Erm Monday... Was rather interesting, had yr6 Farewell assembly thingy;
Which had a skit, which classmates (the guys) were kinda lol-ing away at one guy;
The performer in the middle. He was rather... exited I guess XD Enthu perhaps.
Later had to stay back for Infocomm mini farewell party for the yr6s;
Had specially designed shirts for them, and a whole load of pie. Shepherd's Pie.
I had a slice of crudely cut pie on a napkin. At least Cari's one was nicely cut T.T
Wan Shen looked pretty nutty. As in nuttier than usual. Goodness. The pie wasnt bad.
Gosh McFlurry is awesome. I rarely get to eat it... Usually if eat ice cream from Macs;
Would be the 70c Vanilla cone or 1 buck Flavour Burst. Mmm McFlurry is a nice change :D

Tuesday was ok. I brought a little jar of glitter to sch, to make the Chem poster;
Which I didnt use in the end... Instead, a large amt went to ppl's head. Yep.
In the end Zack's and my head were the most glittery. Zack's cuz the glitter stays well there;
Anders, Woo Jin, PY and Val were among my other victimes -evil laugh-
For english we watch video, Food Inc, some documentary which was rather disturbing.
Stayed back till 7. Reach home at around 7.30. Gahh. In sch my bag was locked up;
In the library. Cuz I didnt know the library closed at 5 (I was in the lab at that time)
But Xiao Yue told me her nice friends would take our bags. But they didnt for mine;
Cuz it was brown and didnt think I had such a bag (I took that as an insult)
I like dark coloured bags tyvm. Anyway they kept talking in Chinese as if I didnt understand;
Tyvm again, I take Higher Chinese so I can understand perfectly. Anyway again;
The poster is screwed, so is our submission and me. The crystal is beside me now.

Gahh. Being polite is hard. But it's the right thing to do so yeah.
"look look u has one person telling u to refute him verbally and another person telling u to attack him physically and u are not using any of this??"
Fantastic question. And ytd I rmb-ed what my Church teacher used to tell us how to live our lives. Through the acronym "JOY".
Jesus, Others, Yourself. That is how I tried my best to adhere to. But it's hard. Self sacrificial is impt;
Because we should always put others in front of us. If I were an orphan, I would love to be read a bedtime story. But I'm not.
So if I had the chance, perhaps I would try my best to read each orphan a bedtime story. If it makes them happy, why not?

"Hello i'm so bored.... :P" I got this this morning. Yes, if I knew the sender better;
I might consider a chat. BUT HELLO? I DONT KNOW YOU (sender) AND I DONT GIVE A DAMN;
WHETHER YOU ARE BORED OR LEVITATING OR SINGING LADY GAGA WHATSOEVER.
AND WHY ARE YOU ASKING ME WHAT I'M DOING, WHEN I SLEEP, WAKE UP, WHERE I LIVE;
EVEN WHAT TIME MY PARENTS SLEEP. AND ME, SMS YOU WHEN I'M FREE? OOOH YOU KNOW WHAT;
DAMN I AM FREE. BUT I DONT BLOODY WANNA TALK TO YOU.
SO "Haha my bio top in de sch :)" YEAH LIKE WHATEVER. CONSIDER WHAT SCH YOU FROM MAN.
AND I DONT CARE WHETHER YOUR FRIEND HAS PANTS OR NOT. AND NO WAY AS HELL;
AM I GONNA TELL YOU WHEN I'M FREE. SO, THAT CHIOBU OF YOURS DONT WANNA REPLY YOU;
THEN YOU COME BOTHER ME HUH??? YOU KNOW HOW POLITE IM TRYING TO BE? GAHH.
FOR THE LOVE OF MANKIND, STOP MESSAGING ME AT 6AM OR MIDNIGHT. I HAVE A LIFE;
WHICH HAPPENS TO EXCLUDE YOU TYVM. Gahh. Trying to be nice is driving me nuts.

Everyone has their own problems. Shouldnt be dragging other ppl into mine...
Sorry those 2 wonderful ppl that were helping me with mine :')
I need to handle stress better. Maybe I'll go do some revision now.
Bruno Mars's Grenade is nice. Ne-Yo's One In A Million is sweet :D
Oooh Sky Sailing's (Adam Young, singer of Owl City) Brielle is really sweet...
P!NK's Raise Your Glass is no disappointment XD Love the beat.
TAYLOR SWIFT COMING SG!!! Omg I wanna go! I missed so many bands that I liked...
Paramore, Coldplay, The Fray, Boys Like Girls, Muse, Adam Lambert, SingFest folks;
Now Taylor Swift T.T oh well. I'll make do with what I have.

If only I could have a fairytale ending...
No not just ending. I want a fairytale beginning, life and ending.
I'm selfish. I make mistakes. I screw up. I cry at night at times. I want to be loved. I am human.


Saw this on http://vienenzombies.tumblr.com/ I love that Tumblr hehe.

The next time someone replies back with “K.” I’m going to say this:
K? K what? K the letter before L, the letter after J? Did you know that in JK, K stands for “Kidding”. So your reply is “Kidding?” Or K as in Potassium? Do you need some Special K breakfast? K, as in I can K/O you? Can I knock you out and feed you to hungry sharks? Sharks has a K in it.
LOL. ♥ Vienen Zombies@Tumblr

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