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It Gets Better
Friday, October 22, 2010
Ok blogging from IE (damn.) Realised Chrome doesnt register my colours.So anyway, the first papers are next week on Friday, HMT and Cell Bio. Uh oh.
Maybe I should study or something. Gonna fail my HMT main paper, XCL ytd watch movie;
Yesh, in class instead of doing more revision. Whee die liao. So other than that;
Life is pretty ok. Wednesday there was a conspiracy by me, PY and later Gabriel.
Hmmm. Was at 4th lvl on the way to steal and hide Ze Xuan's pencil case,
(with his permission) when we happen to see Gabriel hugging some guy. I was like, O.O
Then LOL and me and PY were lmao-ing. After regaining our composure we asked him;
To help us hehe. I was standing behind 206's backdoor (or whatever class is beside 207)
PY was outside 207, Gab was inside being very loud. But the target was too engrossed;
In his laptop to totally disregard a big large loud man taking his pencil case XD
Ze Xuan was handed a pink glitter pen and a challange instead :D Ok fast forward to later.
While in class freaking out over Bio presentation, I happen to look out of class;
And saw a figure dart up the stairs. Obviously I followed him (it's Ze Xuan)
He desperately needed his thumbdrive in the case for some english thing.
Ok apparently he couldnt get the ans (later I found out he rounded off a # wrong)
But he got the other 2 clues right (thankfully) so he knew I hid it in 103's locker.
But which one? I hung a sign outside the locker in case he couldnt find it.
I'm so nice hahaha. Other than that, I guess life is pretty... alright.
Support It Gets Better Project
After I read about it, I felt that yeah, we should support it. It's great.
Even Obama made a vid to support. I cant imagine what would happen if it were me;
So yeah, terrible. So much discrimination. SUPPORT!
Feeling not too well. Then again, I almost nvr feel well this sem. Must be my habits.
Then again, I have little to no intention of modifying the said habits. Lalala.
No reason, no motivation, no cause. Used to, but now no. Rather live... Like this.
No matter what I do, there's trouble, I'll nvr be good enough or no one cares;
Life's like that. This used to cause me distress but no longer now. So what?
So what if no one cares? So be it. Frankly I dont really care much either.
Still carrying on though, mainly because of religious beliefs. Straining me;
Somehow I feel what brought me up is starting to bring me down. Taking a toll. But who cares :3
After the exams I wanna watch movieeeee. And shop. And play etcetc.
Wanna go Mint Museum Of Toys, the CSI: The Experience exhibition at Science Centre.
Wanna watch Eat Pray Love, The Takers and The Social Network. Shopping with PY too...
Also wanna go explore where nice to eat hehehe. Need more ice cream places!
How I wish stuff were cheaper! I need a bag, jeans, long sleeve jacket, maybe a wallet and pencil case...!
Gahh I rmb having a resolution for this year, not to crush on anyone;
I was doing pretty well for the first sem... Till the sem drew to a close :x
And I forsee a period of time that I will be emotionally distraught and screwed;
Because I know he'll nvr like me back, that he already has someone in his heart;
Someone I'll nvr be able to replace, and to him I'm noone. Just a girl. Just like many other girls.
Anyway, I'll just wait till then, no use worrying now. I dont do much worrying anyway.
Thankfully after the exams immediately I've more crap to keep me occupied.
Stuff which includes chionging SDMA and a compilation of my best writings for the CAP;
Which Mr Selva has nominated me for. Why? I've no idea, since he doesnt like me.
Oh well. As people get older they get odder.