The Midnight Game / Give a little more / Viva La Jacelyn / Too late. / Throwing oneself / Bubbles. MLIA. / Like It's Her Birthday / Overestimation. / Compromised promises / HAHA /

Anyway, an average Monday so far I guess -shrugs- Well that's a reason to be happy;
An average day is better than a lousy day. (: So, Math was... Alright I guess.
Teacher was saying I should do my work in pen, not pencil. Both PY and WJ use pen...
Only I use pencil blehh. She say something about confidence... Little/ no relevance but oh well.
Today is Yong Jie bday celebration (his bday ytd) so well, happy birthday dude.
HMT was slackkk. Oh well. English was pretty good I guess, got back compo test and project.
I'm the only person in class to score 23/25 for the compo in class :DDD
58/60 for the project, if I'm not wrong it's the highest score... For the compo;
Across level 23 is highest... Slightly confused/ upset over something though blehh.
But nvm, I should be happy. Because I'm awesome, blessed and love. Mwahahaha ♥

There's and IH quiz tmr and I only found out today zomg. Dieeeee.
Then today HMT file check I GG. My file super thin hehe. Nvm, XCL also dont care :P
Exams coming. Another GG. Other schs partying bleh. Gosh I need to study...
I dont know how, I dont know when. All I know is that I need to, and soon.
...Ok maybe I need help but nvm. Just see how it goes. Hehehe happy go lucky.
To think just about a year ago I was pretty hardworking, that was the past;
Till a little part of me died then. Oh well for better of for worse.
And did I mention I like Yakult? Well I do and it's better than Vitagen. Mwahahaha.

Gahh. I want someone to take public transport with me after sch blehh. I mean well;
Currently if I'm going back alone (sobsob) I take the bus from the stop near the main road.
I do take the MRT too, if taking with other ppl, usually PY (yayyy Pin Yeeeee)
Personally I prefer the MRT though, but no want take if no one accompany me (sobs)
Then when PY going back diff time I so sad then take bus (all alone boohoo)
If I take MRT then lol, I only need to take one stop to JE interchange hehe.
Blehh tmr and Wed I prob going back at 1500? Thurs ~1430?

Last night I had a bath pretty late, then after it I went to sit on my bed;
After which I sneezed. So I kinda freaked out and prayed whatever in my nose;
Was mucus and not blood. I wiped my nose, and it was mucus :D Phewwww.
So I wiped my nose again to clear it, this time, it wasn't mucus anymore.
The blood was later all over my hands and the bleeding was hard to stop damn D:
Thankfully it did and I could well, rest in peace. Yayy.

When Mr Selva wanted to read out the good essays in class, he asked for those 23s;
But added, excluding me. When he saw no one, we went on to 22. He read PY's one;
Which Anders and I were kinda lmao-ing away XD Later I went to Mr Selva to ask about mine;
He said the class would not be able to understand it. He couldnt offer me advice too;
Ms Lam also. Always on my essay no comments to improve... Is like I wu yao ke jiu...
He said my work was of a diff caliber. In class he said something about me on my own.
I dont know what to do. He tells me to improve, yet doesn't tell me how to;
He said my works are good, but classmates would not be able to understand;
Well that is true... Most of the class couldnt get my story for the Oral;
Though it was many times simpler compared to the one I wanted to submit originally...

He said if I read the other 23s, I would wonder why they got 23 and;
They would wonder why I got 23. Blehh. I know I've my own style and all;
But if ppl my age grp cant understand my works, how can my works be good?
Maybe I was being lied to all this while. Maybe Mr Selva only nominated me for CAP;
Cuz he felt I was pitiful or something. I have questions and I need answers.

But maybe these feelings of mine aren't questions, but lessons learnt in due time.