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Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Havent posted for quite a while, it's Thurs now, will update on the week.So Monday, the interesting part was CCA. Ze Xuan and my posters were chosen for TYA;
Their running event. We had to improve on them so we were whisked away to another lab;
The seniors' lab. Woahh. Anyway, Ze Xuan's poster was way nicer than mine;
Considering the fact he's one year my senior (haha old man)
Yeah, so Jerrold, Wan Shen and Carilynne had to do SDMA submission without me.
While doing the poster, Wei Liang (trainer) and me were well, panicking;
While Ze Xuan was there happily working on his poster, though complaining;
How the sch's Photoshop didnt not have his fonts. He's a genius though;
Instead of tracing out the people line by line, he use magic wand tool.
Damnit. I almost died tracing. Oh well. The main event was actually when we finished.
I went back to the usual lab, to be greeted by Wan Shen with a freaky smile;
And Jerrold with a scary expression. So, they both want to kill me, and chop me up.
The thing was, Wei Liang didnt tell me they were upset when he came back after checking on them.
Apparantly, the animations I did were nice, but horribly messy;
As in I didnt group anything together, moreover, my animations were pretty complex.
So when it came to the merging, those poor ppl had to edit one chunk of crap.
Which explains why they wanted to kill me, badly. Oh well. I was LOL-ing away XD
So Tuesday, we had PE. Which was... Alright. Learnt how to run XD
Relay too. Not very interesting but oh well. I dont think there was much.
Except it was my English Oral Presentation, I presented my short story;
Wanted to do poem, but scared no one understand. Apparantly, no one understood my story.
I hope Mr Selva dont mark me down... He warned me already, if no one understands;
He might mark me down. Damn. My story was ok what, already very simple;
He said the previous one I wanted to submit was super dense and pretty complex;
So I didnt submit that. So I wrote a much easier to understand one but oh well.
Anyway, the presentation was a GG. I hate doing such presentations.
Woo Jin said when I did my DV presentation it was good, well it was kinda because;
During the DV presentation, I tried my best to avoid eye contact, kept sweeping my glace.
But in the english, I'm forced to have eye contact with the audience. I hate that.
Was kinda shaking. Gosh I dont really like Mr Selva, his comments are weird.
How can a story that is written well be hard to understand? Contradicting.
But I'm weird too I guess. I cannot stand certain writing styles. Drives me nuts.
When I'm writing I've a certain set of rules to follow, how/what to write etc;
I guess that set of rules forms my writing style. Some of others' styles;
I'm pretty fine, but others, I cannot stand. And what I dislike is;
If I'm given a piece to read, I hate not being able to edit it.
Anyway, it was pretty alright I guess. Another average day for another average girl.
So Wednesday, sucked. Badly. Pretty much. Physics was cool though;
We spent about an hr doing 11 questions on Energy and Work, which was cool;
And released half an hr early, which was awesome. Math was... Pretty bad.
Screwed up the Coord Geom Graded Exercise. Forgot the formula for area T.T
ACE was ok, watched vids. Bio. Sucked. Got back the previous quiz results;
And well, I got the lowest in class. Of course I'm upset. I screwed up Bio;
Yeah, the whole of this sem. Anyway, had DV after that. I was kinda in a daze...
But nvm. The saving grace, came pretty late. But it came. But it wasnt enough.
Yesterday didnt balance out. At least I got the pleasure of sending MJ death threats.
Anyway today. Ok I guess, finished all the English presentations today.
Chinese was super slack. XCL gave us an hr to do 7 compre questions. LOL.
Math completed the notes on Variations&Graphs. Then I went library with PY;
And passed my laptop to Zack and MJ so they can chiong IH. Researched on bio in library.
Cloning. Gosh we found this book which was pretty dumb... Borrowed 2 bks each.
Zack called me halfway and started panicking. Gosh he didnt know how to work my comp.
PY was lmao-ing the whole way silently. LOL. Anyway, later I returned to class;
And they were watching Youtube vids (namely on Hitler and subtitles) with 6% batt.
Then with 5% batt, I played Alice In Wonderland till 4%. It was supposed to be 5 mins;
But I think I play until 20 mins LOL. Later went to the lab. Damn xian.
New probs... Oh well. Zzz planning to drop out of CIG.
Well I do love Chem, but I dont think I'm good enough for the CIG. Oh well.
Having a crush is tough. Esp if one knows that crush will never return the same feelings.
EOYs in about 20 days. Most other schs ending in less than 10 days. Aww damn.
Internet's been pretty funky these few days. Driving me nuts too.
Dad says maybe our neighbours tapping on us... Sometimes for long period of time;
Cannot even access Google or FB. So today I designed a new FB profile pic;
On Photoshop, during the 'Blackout' to keep me occupied and relativevly sane.
I heard my younger sis crying in the room. Hmm... Too dependent on technology.