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Jacelyn. The slightly deranged teenager getting ready for the zombie apocalypse, also addicted to sugary/sweet stuff and junk food. MLIA.
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For one more day.
Thursday, September 2, 2010

I had stopped counting. Stopped counting the days that pass.
Because nothing matters. Lies will be lived and passed through generations.

Ok. Today's erm... ok? Today follow Monday timetable, so it like;
Today is Monday and tmr is Friday LOL. (it's Thurs today btw)
Erm yeah. So had English, Math, Hmt... Which I forgot to bring my homework;
But it didnt matter. XCL let us watch movie LOL. A bit weird weird one. But oh well.
Better than doing lessons anyway. Bet Imma fail my O lvl Chinese.

Math. We did uhh... Oh ya, notes. Which reminds me, there's gonna be a common test;
Right after the hols. Doubt it's the only one coming up though. Notes...
Gosh. Mensuration... I keep getting the formulas wrong. Poopy.

English. Gosh I cant stand English more and more. Esp with Mr Selva digressing.
MR VALLES. Would seriously love to have him read my works;
Since all Mr Selva would say is 'quite good' which I dont happen to find quite good.
So english. Very dissappointed with my marks for the summary test. Goodness.

Ok. Time for something out of the ordinary. ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG.
Does it happen to others? How a seemingly shitty day becomes awesome at the last moment?
Cuz it's happening to me, now! HAHAHA. PY SHOULD KNOW WHYYY.
Also, a seemingly awesome day turns shitty at the end. Always balances. How great.
That's it for the happy part. I'm actually not too happy though;
I hate it how some people copy others, like say, you start a diary;
Then soon, some **** starts a almost same one and yeah. I hate it. No originality.
Worse, he/ she carry on copying you! It's pure bullshit I say! And next;
The attitude! Good Lord! At least, spare me the attitude!

Anyway, we had mentoring too. Forgot what happened, cuz I wasnt paying attention.
FYI, I was doodling during English and the subsequent lessons;
Esp due to the absent of interest. Oh well. After Mentoring I slacked.
In the canteen, in class, in the library. Oh the library! Madhu was nice;
She showed me and PY the vid of RT changing in the library a few days ago!
He was changing into his YFC shirt in the library, without removing his polo tee.
Had a laugh. Also did other slackish stuff, like impersonate PY on her phone;
(with her honourable permission of course) and chat with Domoo!
To test how long he takes to realise it wasnt PY he was talking to.
So it went on, I started off with rainbows, he replied with something about TZ;
I said they were fluffy and yummy and asparagus and stuff, and he got suspiscious.
So after a while he asked who I was, and obviously I panicked much;
And PY (sitting opp. me) was LMAO-ing and told me to continue, so I replied;
I was Leonardo De Caprio. First thing that popped into my mind was Inception btw.
So yeah. And I had to leave after that, together with Madhu and Surya, at 2.30pm.
They were headed off to some Aussie Science thing, I was headed off to the lab.

I like the Chem lab. Nice and quiet place to be. Usually the only ppl around are;
Mr Yeo, who pretty much spends his time emo at his com and the nice ladies;
Aka lab officers, who dont bother me much. I usually occupy the last bench;
With my odd habits and antics. So this time, Xiao Yue forgot to come. Oh well.
Did a couple of seed solutions and panicked much. My grp's pretty screwed.
Lets just hope I dont embarrass the sch. Stayed for a couple of hours;
Then left. Wanted to stay longer, but since Mr Yeo has to present whenever I'm there;
I decided to give that man a break and leave.
Bet he's relieved much.

Life's been fine these few days. With the usual this and that.
People grow distant, cliques form and bitterness breeds. Time to get used to it.
I wish I could spend every day in the Chem lab.

So, Sat's gonne be a long day. For starter's there's IFC Service Learning;
Which is good actually, seeing I get to play with little kiddies.
The trouble is the time. After that, I'm not sure how long (it ends before 1)
Me, Carilynne and Jerrold have to go to NYP for the Top 100 Pitching round;
For NEmation! 5. Which is... scary. Wan Shen booked a flight to Brunei like, tmr.
So he cant be with us. There goes the only Year 2. Now left with 3 clueless idiots.
Ok maybe not 3. I'll be depending on Carilynne to save the day. Maybe I could...
Like get someone to impersonate Wan Shen. Maybe Yuting. Wait... She's a girl.

Things I need to do, like NOW.
- Study for the Chem open book assignment which is tmr.
- Find my HMT work before XCL decides to penalise me.
- Touch up on my Math Assignment 4, seeing how I screwed up the previous ones.
- Start on the English project (nahh, maybe not now)
- Start on Physics Assignment.
- Seeing the previous point, maybe I should start on the Bio A too...
- Then again, might as well start on CM1302 Assignment.

After reviewing all these, I had made my final decision.
Imma eat my dinner, breathe, have some chocolate (the sugar ya know)
And go and sleep. Ok, maybe some work before I sleep.





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