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Jacelyn. The slightly deranged teenager getting ready for the zombie apocalypse, also addicted to sugary/sweet stuff and junk food. MLIA.
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Friday, August 13, 2010


Today was rather facinating...
Found out stuff, things happened;
Good, bad and just plain stupid. Mostly the last.
Friday the 13 today yeah. Damn rush too.
In sch total I had only slightly more than 20 min rest.
And was in sch till 6. Goodness. Tired much!
On the bright side, I got to see him in CCA ♥



So. Started the day with Chem, with a quiz. Which was damn bloody hard.
Ok not that hard, it's just that I didnt really study... -shifty eyes-
And got back assignment, same score as Jaryl. After that we went to Chem lab.
Today's prac: Use datalogger to test for pH lvl for NaOH(aq) while dropping HCl(aq).
Paired up with Wei Heng, retook the experiment a few times, cuz I doing the dripping;
Then damn sporadic LOL. Used the magnetic stirrer whoots!
But I ask Mr Yeo he say cannot use the awesome magnetic bar remover. Heehee.
Anyway, the highlights! Anders fried his rubber glove on the magnetic stirrer/ heater.
I was talking to Mr Yeo that moment and I thought it was his breath LOL.
Goodness Anders almost poisoned the whole class. Ok, one more highlight.
Matthew, having completed the prac, decided to fill the rubber glove with water;
(What's with gloves and boys?) And not surprisingly, the glove, well, broke.
Mr Yeo didnt know for a long time till he walk past LOL.
Then checked on the Curpic Sulfate crystals. The Evaporating method ones damn fail;
All dissolve FML TTM. Anyway, went back to class to slack for about 5 min.


Humanities! Started off with our re-quiz, cuz the 1st one the class score damn shit;
Including mine obviously. This one, I think I should be able to pass
:x
Teacher also go through the slides although we no notes LOL
He bo print wth. No notes also bo pay attention. Something about Jap Occupation;
When the Jap were badbad people. Really mean bad people that chop off innocent people's head.


After IH was Mentoring. Ms Ng just went through the demerit form.
I bet ar, most of the class deserve demerit points already LOL. But smart as we are;
We dont get caught
. Whoohoo. Pretty much that. And oh ya, Wed had Math test;
(which I sucked at) then going back to class, cuz we on 6th lvl so need go down;
Ms Ng ask us take stairs while she wait for lift. Then Anders, being the genius;
Told her since so easy then she walk down also lor. I think he meant it jokingly;
Just that he probably forgot Ms Ng is pregnant. Whoops. Naughty Anders.

My time table today:
2hr Chem, 1/2hr break (which was spent mostly in lab)
1hr IH, 1/2 hr Mentoring, 2hr break (more than 1hr 45min in Chem lab)
2hr CM1302 (was almost late damn), 2 hr CCA (late by 20 mins...)
All these back to back. Lunch was one Kindo Bueno;
Since it comes in packs of 2, I gave the other to Carilynne.
Oh well, the sugar kept me going.

After Mentoring I chiong meet teacher get something then straight to Chem lab;
Mr Yeo was briefing the Open Category participants. Theirs damn cool la!
Is grow Crystal Garden zomg. Then me, Cupric Sulfate crystals LOL. But tough.
I re-saturated the 2 Evap ones and re-saturated the SC one;
But there was a lot of solution in the SC one so I did 2 beakers for SC :D
Magnetic stirrers ftw! The SC one take damn lot of time cuz it was half screwed;

And my partner wasnt around. So I had to tie the seeds on my own;
Which is v. frustrating. Lucky slipknot easier than normal knot.
Mr Yeo was in the lab the whole time, it's as if it's his second home.
Once me and PY found him sitting inside alone w/ the lights off in front of his com. LOL.
Anyway, later on he told me that I should get some lunch. Oh yeah I was starving.
But for Chem I can give up lunch (:

CM1302. This time prac damn rush and lots of things to do. Most of the time,
Spent on preparation. Actually v. simple to do, the tough part is;
That requires luck, cautiosness, speed and precision. Theory speaking, simple.
Used HCl(aq) and NaOH(aq) LOL. Neutralised them to get salt water.
Couldnt drink though, the solution we got put indicator. Waseh man.
I mistook the HCl for NaOH and sabo-ed my experiment man. Cuz all the bottles same...
Anyway my first try teacher say was the best in class so far :D
Woo Jin thought what my 3rd try LOL. But my 2, 3, 4 try not so lucky.
All missing by a bit but a bit is a lot. I was damn scared also...
All the equipment glass and tall tall one. LOL. Choing the prac ws and hand up;
Me and WJ about 20 min late for CCA. Then the cleaning up anyhow do LOL.
Since the chemicals all transparent. Not exactly anyhow, just very fast.


CCA. Rittik pon la wth. Lucky me, today all we did was brainstorm for N.E.mation.
Trainer say I contribute a lot and always ask me :D LOL I logical :D
He say depending on me and Carilynne for the competition. Whoohoo man!
Actually I was trying my best to stand out in the right way cuz he was in the same com lab...
ANYWAY. There was something about helping to increase birth rate and I was like, "Legally or illegally?"
We had some laughs and under 'increase birth rates', he put 'legally!'
Then the tecaher in charge of Infocomm saw that and ask what he means LOL.
Discussed a little on Inception too! Then he said (still on same topic),
Something about if neighbour's house in trouble, should we do anything and how.
Then I say invite neighbour to his house, also can increase birth rate LOL
Kill 2 birds with one stone :D Ok that was lame but I contributed like, the most ok!
He gave us half hr to research later while he talk to the seniors at the back.

Browsed through some videos then just open new tab and stare;
Trying to get the creative juices going, ya know. Got a few in the end.
The senior were discussing about a robot not looking like a robot or something.
Trainer later ascked the boys for ideas and expectedly, nothing much;
One of them even playing com games LOL. Then he came to me and Carilynne.
I didnt have much though. 2 or 3. But he liked my idea and discussed with us;
(it was inspired by the movie, Next and The Only Exception by Paramore LOL)
Modified the story and style a little, he said we could use it for the comp YAY.
But I have another idea in mind mucb simpler... Will discuss on Monday during CCA.
Have a new idea that is a head fake which I hope will be successful.

Work work work. Math Journal due on Monday and I havent started yet. DAMN.
Erm English test coming and there's a few pieces of HMT work. Other than that...
Thankfully nothing else. OH WAIT. THERE'S PHYSICS DAMN. There goes my weekend.

Feeling a little confused this few days. Thinking too much again.

Pros:
When this happens, I write a lot and have a lot of ideas and motivation for writing.

Cons:
Insomniac, dont eat much, more tired (I'm tired already wth), a little emo.
Sleep more than usual (which is too, already a lot), slack extra more,
Extra paranoid and afraid of 'normal' things
.

There's this thing about me, somehow I'm quite scared of some 'normal' things or actions.
Paranoid yeah. I think it's just part of growing up oh well.
I wish someone would just chat with me something other than love and crushes.

Rant time! Not that there's a fix time for that, we probably do that more than we know it.
There's a person I know, which shall be # for now. # was a rather nice friend;
At the start of the year chatted during nights that I was mad bored;
Shared ideas and stuff. Random stuff too. Yeah. But now, I think since last term;
No more chatting and # become diff to me wth. To a point that I hate # now.
I hate #'s attitude, how # only cares about results, how # is so insensitive;
So immature, esp that. I cant stand #'s immaturity. Dont even want to talk to #.
Maybe it's just me. I cant stand people that (want to) attract so much attention;
eg. someone that keeps shouting out something in class repeatedly though teacher ignored it already.
Or you could say, attention whores (more extreme) or simply, high-profile people.
Now I'm pretty 'low-profile', keeping my head down when crossing concourse or seniors;
Not really talking much to people outside my class till really neccassary.
I'm the sort that doesnt dare to, just waits/ hopes for ppl to come and talk to me.


Iyaz is coming, YOG is here, and Blake Lively is so pretty.
LOL Cheers :D





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