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FlashForward! FIREwithFIRE.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Ok. So basically I'm gonna start off with how awesome it is.
FLASHFORWARD. I watched from Episode 16 to 23 on Sunday!
Because I watched the first 15 epis liao.
Watched every single epi with dad (: cuz he likey show too.
IT HAS GOT TO BE THE MOST AWESOME TV SERIES
...I have ever watched so far. Serious. Sci fic ftw!
My fav character is Mark Benford :D
Ok it is just plain awesome. The series started airing last Sept and ended this May.
Apparantly I only knew about it when I saw the advert recently...
So I decided to catch the first epi. And was immediately hooked.
I mean, I didnt know what would happen and things were constantly changing,
Which meant I had to watch and watch :D
Demitri was suppose to die and he and Mark went to who-knows-where;
And they got the FBI into trouble. And Dem slept with Janice;
And Zoey was trying not to let Dem die and almost got fired.
In the end Dem almost but didnt die bu Frost did and Zoey was very angry;
Cuz Dem told her he slept with Janice. And there were backstabbers and stuff :D
I didnt leave empty handed too. Other than being completely awed.
I learnt a little and well... I was inspired kinda. :D
But I have also come to terms with my situation. I had come to a conclusion some time back.
Passion is nothing. It accounts to a net of zero. Ditto. Having passion for something is useless.
I have a passion for Infocomm. Where did that lead me? Nowhere. I aint doing well in CCA.
I have a passion for Chemistry. What did that get me? Barely but surrounded by people 100000x better than me and unsatisfactory marks for the prac and the most important quiz.
Passion amounts to nothing. It's talent that counts. Never passion. Talents I have none. Or maybe I have none that this world appreciates. Perhaps.
I hate my past. If I could, I would erase everything. I cant believe how stupid/immature/egocentric/horrible I was in the past;
There was one event which up till now and perhaps forever I still cant forgive myself.
Anyway, today was intersting. Well, we had english :D
And english group work is awesome (:
We had to do a sort of draft for an essay (we have to submit on Thur)
Also, we had to past our paper to other members to continue...
Which ended in a hillarious piece of art :D Some were really funny (:
There were 2 on Mr Selva XD
Oh we had Mother Tongue too... Write essay la xian.
I chionged it during break and after English so I can hand up...
I hope he gimme high high mark :D
PE was just plain tiring. Ran 3 rounds, did a truckload of weird warmups;
Damn I just hope I can pass. Bronze is more than enough for me damnit.
IH was alright. He just talktalk we just copylistencopylisten.
Ok. My life is boring isnt it. I knew it.
Basically because I dont really pay attention this few days. Just the main stuff.
My mind is occupied with other thoughts... Oh and today's lesson were like this:
PE break recess Mother Tongue IH lunch English
After English and chionging through my
Because my dad and older sis were already waiting for me in the pretty Toyota Wish.
As I rushed out and was walking near the 2 labs and stairs, from one lab...
He happened to walk out :D I almost stopped dead in my tracks;
But reminded myself in time I was rushing. Teehee. He was looking at me a little...
Maybe cuz me found me familar :D Gosh he looks so cute.
In NUSH, esp near older years, I almost always keep my head down. :x
So when in concourse walking to class always keep head down and walk fast one...
I dont like being around people I'm not familar with;
Cuz I dont know what they can do. And what they think. And that scares me.
I dont like a lot of things, actually.
Like my food mixing. The common situation is rice mixing with the dishes;
Gosh I hate that. Esp when the dish is oily/has sauce;
I will scoop out the rice with sauce, throw it away and wash my spoon.
Food must stay in their right positions. It disgusts me when what isnt suppose to mix gets mixed.
Bleh. Another is people reading my work. Esp writing. Cuz I had too much of it.
If I ask them to check, most likely they wont read it and just say it's good;
If like the fella's a teacher or something, critisism will flood his/her mind.
I know my bloody writing aint good. That's why passion is nothing.
Feel like just stepping on some people's foot now;
And yes, I didnt say screaming and bashing up that person.
Because I just cannot picture myself doing both;
I have not recently screamed/beat anyone up in anger. Shout yes, scream, no.
Beat up... Almost did to someone... Forgot why also.
Thanks goodness got prefects hold us back;
So ironic, 2 prefects holding back 2 prefects trying to fight;
I bet there were people watching. But I knew inside;
I would never hurt that guy. Because of who he is.
He is the only one in the commitee that had my respect.
Yes, I do know I'm stupid and crazy but that's my prob not yours.
And I cant settle my own probs (which, well, I cant)
It's nothing to do with you and if I suffer, I do so alone thank you.
And here are my top songs for now!
1. Fire With Fire
2. Closer to The Edge
3. Love the Way You Lie
The rest in no particular order:
1. Misery
2. Careful
3. Don't Waste The Pretty
4. King of Anything
Now in order the songs are by:
Scissor Sisters, 30 Seconds To Mars, Eminem ft. Rihanna
Maroon 5, Paramore, Allison Iraheta, Sara Bareilles.