one sees clearly only with the heart
what is essential is invisible to the eye

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Jacelyn. The slightly deranged teenager getting ready for the zombie apocalypse, also addicted to sugary/sweet stuff and junk food. MLIA.
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Friday, July 22, 2011

FRIDAY. FRIDAY. It feels unbelievable. TGIF!
A day I can finally ditch all work, blast the radio and ignore everything else :D

Anyway this week was pretty ok. I'm so gonna fail Geog this sem. Missed the Map Reading lesson;
Fell asleep in the Comp Lab one and didn't understand/bother about the rest. LIKE A BOSS.

PE, 2nd last session of Soccer, next week mixed game right? :D LOL GG. I shall stone at one side.
Oh btw, Chem quiz on Redox is on week 6. Ws 7.1 is not due for the rest of forever. You're welcome.

Thurs was... sad. Mentoring with LPP in Physics lab wth. Well at least we did Physics and got off early...
English is getting more slack with Ms Gordon. Other classes hv drama groupings already;
And here we are reading stories and slacking like bosses prepared to fail English. Which I'm not.
Currently my English is 4.9 and that irritates me.

Bio was... For one everyone could stay awake. Intro to human repro, in the aircon classroom.
The most lively Bio lesson to date. Blossom's and Ephraem's reaction when they walked past were funny XD
Music break was intended for me to chiong Geog, but I ended up watching Pin Yee make a gift;
For James Han. Which was amusing since I got to help her. SO COLOURFUL. I jealous XD

Helping out with DSA camp tmr. Hope it goes well. Idk. The shirt is purple, yay I guess XD
On the very bright side, Monday is a holiday. Going out with some girls :D
203! MONDAY AFTERNOON LETS HV CLASS OUTING WATCH HARRY POTTER.

Sometimes I just love my family so much.
My household, thank you for making me feel so worthless everyday in all the little ways.
Can't wait to reach home each day.

Suddenly everyone seems so busy with stuff and everything seems so messy.
Idk. It feels... weird. And sad. That stuff turned out this way. Oh well.

I wish I lived in the Chem Lab alone. Then after sch I would dump my bag on the bench and spin on the chairs. Do homework at the tables while super-saturating some solutions. Pouring boiling solutions into dishes from a 1L beaker. Lovingly admiring while they crystallize in the fume hood. All the hotplates/mixers would be used and the lab would be silent except for the sound of the magnetic rod spinning. And I'll walk around, my head filled with chemical eqns. And I'll paste Chemistry posters/stuff on the walls and have the tables nearer to the windows piled with Chemistry books and journals. No one would bother me as I browse journal after journal, titrating and doing awesome experiments. From the teacher's desk I'll have some complicated experiment slowly working its magic while I use the computer, and I could see all my stuff from there. Days of perfecting experiments and making solutions. Using Luqiod N2 to make ice cream which I'll eat while planning new experiments in detail and perfecting each one. Finding happiness in what I do. Alone but never lonely. This would truly be home to me.





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