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Saturday, July 2, 2011
"Are you going to have dinner? You always don't eat, now so skinny!"I would hv presumed that was in concern over my well being, well, if it didnt sound like taunting; He looked at me with eyes that whispered hatred and annoyance. I wanted to curse. Instead; "Maybe later. I've a cold and just woke up from napping. Still very tired." I turned and left. "So you don't think you're skinny?" So taunting. Dripping with "I dare you to rebut". There were some other words I forced myself to forget a nanosecond later. How so very taunting. I would have punched him. Honestly I would. Skinny? Hadn't him, and everyone else agreed; That I'm fat? Taunted and teased me? Now he's taunting me again, with that look and tone. How I wanted to wring his neck. And those of everyone else in the room. But he's my father. ---------- Anyway. Today was at sch so very early to help out with SPSO (I think) Breakfast provided! Macs :D I had Hot Milo and 2 Hashbrowns. Madhu wasted her Milo la. Nvr stir/swirl; The the choco accumulate at the bottom. Convo between us mainly revolved around stuff; Like she daring me to throw hew off the sch, which I readily accepted XD We'll see :D And how to transport her without suspicion. Maiming and drugging were both kept in view. Kiddies streamed in. Madhu and I stuck tgt at the drop off point, directing the folks. More interesting happenings: 1. Madhu directed a sch to the wrong place (the teacher approached her afterwards) 2. I thought 'Punggol" was "Bonggol" and directed the sch wrongly too (but not as bad as Madhu) 3. Madhu was talking like a boss to a parent. So professional seh. 4. Madhu got scolded by teacher for not wearing badge and tie LOL. 5. I was directing some woman but was kinda stuttering then Madhu came help me; Then the woman walked off and told me "U DUNNO HOW EXPRESS URSELF" IN A HONG KONG ACCENT (I think) When she walked off I was cursing. Madhu LOL-ing away XD I guess overall it's ok. Stuff happen here and there. Gosh my head is messed up. Down with cold, making my head all floaty. Haha wtf is going on. I'm confused, disturbed and crazy. Then again, everyone knows I'm crazy :D Consequences need to be anticipated. How would I know some things would get so hard. Condolences and apologies Renewed hope and melodies Hear the sweet silent symphony About the child, too broken to see |