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what is essential is invisible to the eye

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Jacelyn. The slightly deranged teenager getting ready for the zombie apocalypse, also addicted to sugary/sweet stuff and junk food. MLIA.
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Monday, February 28, 2011

"Go help you sister with Photoshop."
Do I look like a IT instructor to you? Do I look free? Do I look like I give a damn?
Woman, I was taking a nap when she came in and bombarding me with qns/ crap.
The 1st line was said by my mom. My sis is 19. She can go Google tutorials;
Or put in the effort and drop by the library. My dad wants me to do a brochure for him.
The first time I used Photoshop was a Crash Course by Mr Cheng in FMPS when I was in P5;
Spam training for iPic with Zachary Tham, Ivan Ho and Christabel Yip. 3 of us in IT field now :D
Oh well. Gotta revise for the Math test tmr. Oh the breadmold prac report due tmr.

Anyway, today. Ms Ng didnt come back. The second time Ms Lim bluff us.
English was... Disturbing. In grps discussing Fairtale presentation. My grp... Terrible;
JB, Anders, Ethan and I. 1st 2 were intentionally Googling indecent images;
And discussing equally indecent topics. I migrated to a far corner and worked alone.
Math was boring as usual. And TBK is slow in teaching, wasting so much time on examples.
HMT wasnt better. Boring as usual. And no work done. As usual. IH was amazingly boring;
I mean, IH is like the last lesson I'd expect to be boring since we've Mrs Lim...

After IH was 1hr break before assembly. I was hungry and starving of sugar.
And thus, not in the right mind (not that I am...) Ok, more eccentric that usual.
And I managed to piss Madhu off again by running away with her stuff. She hid my bag.
Later folks decided to play catching so I stoned in class playing hp games lol.
Assembly. House meeting, I was dancing for Fleming (LOL.) It was quite... fail lol.
Got a lot of "Since when were you in Fleming?" I didnt expect so many folks to notice...
Long story, not impt. Was dancing for Fleming but always for Faraday :D
Gerald put me in front line .__. thus I screwed up the dance but whatever. Idgaf haha.
I am the nonexistant Fleming member. CCA was... Slack. Shared comp w Cari;
Since the jrs had decided to take over the comps we usually use D:

I dont know what to think.
I dont know what to say.
I dont know what to do.


Would you lay with me and just forget the world?

Meow.

My block on fire is worse than my house on fire XD What would I save if I could?

1. As many books (excluding sch/ assessment books haha)
2. My notebooks (my poetry book, writings and 2 Holybooks.)
3. The Snowbeing

Actually these are the most impt I guess. I have quite a lot of books, so that's tough.
And all are more precious than all my clothes, CDs, bags and shoes. And my bankbook lol.
Holybook02 isnt very impt lol. Holybook01 is though XD My poetry notebook is the only one I have.
Lose it and all my poems are gone wtf. My writings too. Of course if I can take more...

4. Identification stuff (Passport, sch card and EZ Link)
5. Stamp album (passed down from my grandfather!)
6. The files I borrowed (if I could but I didnt save them, I wouldnt forgive myself)
7. My PSLE 2nd In Standard plaque from Fairfield

Not sure if there are more. Clothes are like, last priority lol.

Afraid to love beyond what I can lose when it comes to you.
I'm afraid to tell you.






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