one sees clearly only with the heart
what is essential is invisible to the eye

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Jacelyn. The slightly deranged teenager getting ready for the zombie apocalypse, also addicted to sugary/sweet stuff and junk food. MLIA.
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Cannibal. Charlieee~ / 192 guests at my death. / Hmph. / 15 Things. / Hoping for the best but expecting the worst. / The ordeal. Dental? [a wish right now] / Pwnage. (19 April, the one below then is 18) / Wham. / NUSHS Open House. / Hyde Park. /
It ain't easy.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird
I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd
But don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away
Away from me
It’s all right
You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy
Or anything

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It’s not easy to be me


MYE sucks. Thank you KBE. Haha. Life sucks. Or is it just me. If I just disappeared, will anyone notice? Doubt so.
Thought I could trust 'x', but turns out I can't. And I regret it. Really low self esteem. Wish I could just hug someone and cry now.
Then along comes 'y' (damn, sound like simulataneous equations), Somehow I feel I cant continue anymore.
Encouraged me. Haha. After 2 days since that convo. Nil. I just wasnt cut out for all this. It was all a fluke.
Haha. Yeah, MYE sucks. Reckon Imma fail. Meh. There's one thing worse than not putting in your best.
Now there's no one in NUSH I can trust? It's realising your best will never be good enough.
Haha. What's there to live for. No goal. All I wanted was to be happy. This is quite the opposite. No one cares.
FMPS 6A'09 I miss you dearly. No one there for me that understands. Those that are there, dont understand.
I dont wanna think anymore. Wheee. Those that understand, aint there. Reckin I'm going crazy. I dont feel safe even in my own room.
Lala Land. Think Imma giving in. I lack sanity. I want freedom. I need love.

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