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PRELIM FULL BLAST.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
If only I could, make a deal with God; I wish I was like Lydia, move house and changed school... Prelim full blast this week. Englis okok. Maths...Dont expect A*, for the cirsle prob sum, I found the area instead... -.- Chinese not too bad... Sci today was quite difficult... Not a very happy day today... Had to do another sci test... Got scolded by Mrs Ong and how I wish to put in detail what happened but no, for the sake of bottling up my feelings and being respectful and courteous and keeping the thoughts in my head and not getting scolded more, I shan't. Once I leave, I will never look back, deny it all, pretend it was all a nightmare. If only I wasnt born in a country that focuses so much on education, maybe born in the countryside, grow up helping my parents, taking care of the farm, no need to study so hard, get a boyfriend, live life well and maybe when I grow up, take care of the farm... How nice. Not like this studying all the time, barely seen nature at its best before it all disappears, getting into so much trouble, competition everywhere... If only I could. Now I didnt mention, theres a huge bloody injury on my left thigh. Explanation: Eating dinner at my grandma's house, in front of the TV at the table. Stood up and scratch my thigh against the pokey piece of pointy metal sticking from the table. 0.o -Awkward silence at first- then I ran around screaming "ITS BLEEDING ITS BLEEDING" super high pitch and literally. Tell us dont bottle up our feelings, now tell us dont express our feelings. I hate my life. I'm dead pissed.
Ugh. Teachers' day is coming but dont expect anything from me. I cant even go out, much less buy a present??? |