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It never came;
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Lost and insecure; Sad. Tomorrow is English Oral and today still have Weiqi. Today. I love YOU FOUND ME by The Fray. Today was so heng. Escaped the wrath of Zhang Xian and his green tea; By hiding beside/near/behind Mr Jack Cheng. International Friendship Day. Did some activities, Somethings are not as it seems... Nothing much happened today and what am I doing? Blogging. What am I doing when there is oral tomorrow? Absorbing radiation. Sometimes, we do not know; Who is watching us. Some funny stalker might be stalking us without us knowing it. How I know? I stalked someone like that before, 2 years ago? Trust. Makes us vulnerable. No matter how cold we are to others, we still trust some people. But we have to be careful, the safest is trust no one. Yet if we do not trust anyone, we couldn't get on with life well. Eutopia, is all I want. I trust God that I won't combust any moment. I trust the guy that manufactured the chair I on, that the chair won't crash to the ground. I trust the constructor of the house, that the house won't collapse. I trust the guy that sells food for me to eat, that it isn't poisonous. The last point, you can see the consequence, the recent news of the rojak. Maybe we just have this common understanding, Why me? Why should it be me? Do I deserve this? Why not that guy? It's just not fair! Animal farm. Snowball was framed; Napoleon is plain shit. My life is getting broken up more and more. I'm getting more and more tired; Both physical and mentally. I told myself I gave up, oh-so long ago. Yet, why do I continue to play? We are the last generation to be able to do something about this; Yet we keep pushing the responsibility. All my days were spent by the telephone; It never rang And all I needed was a call. That never came... |